So this is a confession post that maybe someone can relate to. I read. I read a lot. I read research about reading. I read journals about reading. I read posts online about reading. I read my students’ assignments about reading.
And that is the problem.
I rarely read for pleasure, and the reason is that I feel guilty when I just sit and read, and it is not related to my profession. As I write this post, I have 3 YA books sitting on my coffee table – collecting dust. I have renewed them 2 times from the library. I have a goal to read these books and to give my opinion of them on my blog. I get ready to read and my brain starts thinking – There are dishes to do. There is laundry to do. The house needs cleaning. There is yard work to do. There are assignments to be graded. There are courses to revise. And it seems that the list just keeps getting longer and longer.
I try to be reflective in my teaching, and maybe now is the time to become reflective in my reading habits. I have tried making goals – 30 minutes a day of pleasure reading. I started the goal at 1 hour and THAT fell through. This 30 minute goal isn’t any better. But perhaps the goal is not what is important. Maybe it is my mindset that needs to change. I guess I could connect this to how one must think about eating healthy (now there is something else I do not do but 1 step at a time!) It is a lifestyle change. I used to love to sit and read – becoming so immersed in a book that I couldn’t put it down. In a former post I talk about the joy of reading and how students lose that so quickly once they enter school. What has replaced my joy? Life’s busy schedule. I am busy – that is true. But I must step back and 1) not feel guilty that I am not doing other urgent or what seem urgent things and 2) give my brain some space to imagine, to dream, to just enjoy the simple pleasure of reading.
When was the last time you just sat and read a book for the sheer joy of reading? If it has been a long time, then let’s change our mindset together. What is that familiar phrase? So many books. So little time. I’m going to make the time. How about you?